By Jnana Hodson
Something of a tattoo remains
an outlaw initiation. Your rose
is no rose crossing distress.
My snookums peruses my journal
pages more often than I do
no matter how intently
I set them off-limits.
Despite her lovely torso, she dreads
thighs that may fatten. Ignores
robust-legged lithographs incarnating
Mediterranean provocations.
Sometimes enormous limbs
thrust contemptuous dancers
into my embrace. Other times,
beyond any grasping. More often,
I wobble as if drinking deep into night.
Still, I wonder why she refuses to see
where shes inked herself on my parts.
Born in Dayton, Ohio, and a graduate of Indiana
University, I continue in the tradition of spiritual renaming, which may
be seen in both Biblical and Native-American examples. In my case, the
name Jnana (commonly pronounced Ja-NAN-a, Sanskrit for the path of intellect
or discernment) was bestowed when I dwelled in a Yoga ashram in eastern
Pennsylvania.
As a professional journalist, Ive also
resided in Upstate New York, in two additional quarters of Ohio, in desert-expanse
orchards of Washington State, in the Mississippi River ribbon of eastern
Iowa, in the harbor city of Baltimore, and finally in former textile-mill
towns of New Hampshire.
All along, my writing has grown out of spiritual
exploration. Often, seeking the unique cadence of each place Ive
dwelled. At other times, delving headlong into confrontations and paradoxes
that entangle present-day romance, sexual attraction, and intimacy. Not
infrequently, as mythology has long demonstrated, landscapes and loving
overlap.
Experimentation - a desire to discover, by trial
and error, structures and language to synthesize the details I employ
- is a central concern in much of my poetry.
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